Just wanted to post an update to things.
I was finally able to get in to see a psych doctor. It took me well over a year to get a first appointment.
I was prescribed some meds that seem to be working quite well. I am amazingly surprised.
Thanks to the members of the forum who reached out to me in this time of crisis. This hit me like a ton of bricks and left me reeling. It was of great comfort to know I wasn't alone in this.
I am happy to report that things seem to be turning the correct direction once again.
Thanks,
JC