Thanks for everyone's kind words and prayers. Today was probably the worst day for us since Scooter's death. We have made it thru the "blaming ourselves" stage and realize the ''bad guy'' was actually cancer. What hit us today was the stark realization that he will not be coming back.
We'll be working on his grave site tomorrow, framing it in and adding mulch and some flowers to go along with bird bath that he always stood on his hind legs to get a drink from. I feel like I have lost my child.